Can you name what song that is from? If so you win a prize! (pat yourself on the back now!)
Sigh…
My heart is heavy, for different reasons, but mainly because of the insensitivity and irresponsibility of the past 2 posts. I don’t like it when others treat their blogs as a journal and I shouldn’t do it either. This was a lack of judgement and editing. I need to really learn how to edit myself.
Although, I don’t recant anything that I wrote or feel it was inappropriate, I was irresponsible with what was written. Therefore (I like fancy words) I need to clarify a few things.
1-The thoughts and feeling are a reflection of me and a personally journey that I myself am embarking on.
2-These thoughts are NOT directed to the pastoral staff or preaching from the pulpit at Crossroads Community Church. I have chosen to submit to and sit under the leadership at Crossroads and enjoy seeing the journey that we are on as a church and individuals. I support the pastoral staff and am happy to call them friends more than pastors.
3-No, I was not scolded in any way, shape or form about my previous posts. I just realized how many people read my blog and how many of them don’t know my heart as some of you do. Blogging,email, etc. is very impersonal, and I have a very abrasive, tenacious spirit that you have to know to understand (so I’ve been told! Thanks Rhodes)
4-My frustration has been redeemed (shocker) for the glory of God. I have spent more time in the word the past 2 days than I have in awhile. Finding new scriptures about faith, the Holy Spirit and the character of my God. It has been difficult, exhausting, nauseating and beautiful.
5-It is in no way, shape or form over.
Thanks for caring enough to seek me out. You know who you are. And it isn’t just one. That answers a lot of my questions.
Peace be with you.
